better hop off the toilet anderson -vamp

hi my name is rowan. im a graduate researcher @ the university of tennessee - mssw in social work (organizational leadership track) pursuing phd. i did my bachelors in computer science and psychology with minors in data analytics and statistics at maryville college (class of 2026). i interned at microsoft specializing in ML implements and im an MCP scholar. if you're one of my students... hi! don't get too nosy. you won't like what you see here. this is my personal website.
ive been programming for over 10 years. i love technology when it's benign. my research focus is development of medical technology as well as the rectifying the inequitable implements of technology. when i'm not doing that, i love to cook, make music, enjoy nature... people things. if it wasn't obvious i am extremely pretentious.
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you know, i really gotta give a little tip, okay? for the greatest escape
while traps await, you are always gonna find another method to be savеd everyday
now that it's plain you are nеver gonna be sane living in this world all the same
maybe it's better if you play really dumb
and you say you're giving in and fall away?
if flowers in a bouquet, dressed in pretty lies
can steal a heart in some way, are they real inside?
where every little thing stains
i will save an invite until you're tied up by my side
bilater,
you're tailor-made for this day and age
'cause you're powerless and look like prey
you are fooled by the way that this act behaves
and your beating heart has gone insane, it's always resonating
now, not a trace of your lives remain
and your fortitude is growing faint
while you dodge and evade what is in your face
you are busy living all the same
(somebody, help me right away)
falling asleep, you're falling asleep
and maybe you seemed more dizzy to me
all you can be is muddled, indeed
but what do i see? every trick up your sleeve?
swinging a dime in front of your eyes
until you will find you're frozen in time
"this is alright"
but even your mind is lured alive, right into shutdown
"falling asleep, you're falling asleep"
and maybe you seemed more dizzy to me
all you can be is muddled, indeed
but what do i see? every trick up your sleeve?
swinging a dime in front of your eyes
until you will find you're frozen in time
through all the ways you survive this phase
it is unrewarding every day
you are caught in the chains of a bot-like game
looping on and on, it's all the same, it's always never-changing
you can't embrace even luck or faith
so it's meaningless again, in vain
if you can't get a trace, give it all away
having only what you call 'remains' will be your fate, awaiting
you're tailor-made for this day and age
'cause you're powerless and look like prey
you are fooled by the way that this act behaves
and your beating heart has gone insane, it's always resonating
joy, all the same, doesn't have much weight
and that charismatic charm is fake
if you stare hard and gape at the truth displayed
you will end up going blind someday
so go and practice some restraint